stupid

I started this blog a couple of months ago to see if I liked blogging and was good at it and because everyone else was doing it. Then it became about communicating with someone whom I could not like secret messages. Both were a dumb idea. I don't need anything else more to do or to clutter my brain with on all fronts. I need simplicity. So bye for now or maybe forever. I don't need you. Good luck to you all. And by the way the pup is great. He is the best little man in the world

sad

I am sooo sad

a thought

One of the best attributes in life is to see things for what they are, to see people for who they are and to realize the difference.

dorky poem to try to comprehend

life is weird

i have no scope

i always like to make puns about the pope

i think things crazy

my mind is a lazy susan

it matches with the fact that my body is always cruisin

i have too many thoughts and doubts

that drive me up the wall

i have trouble relaxin...cause of the fear i might fall...

out of favor of the people that i love

i want life and love to move forward

the problem is it doesn't work when i shove

some say i'm lucky i have the best of choices

one or the other there is no losing

but i don't feel lucky

and its been leading me to boozing

this poem is stupid and i am sure its because

my emotions are stuck in a pile of fear and lethargy

i wish life was fun..i wish it was a party

but its not

i'm a grown up

life is hard

even when your lucky

i guess just breathe

and lets things happen as they may

but sitting there and waiting is not always the way

i usually push and shove and bully around

but this time i think i am at a loss

i just sit here and wait and know it will all be lost

addendum to last post

Blogs are hipsterish. Need I say more. One step closer.

Also on another note I hate winter coats.

one step closer to hipster

Ok guys I'm embarassed to say this but I am becoming a brooklyn hipster. I don't want to but I am. See if you can relate folks. I have a tattoo and I'm buying a fixed gear bike. Ugh! I don't know how this came to pass. And all of this happened after I moved to brooklyn. I thought I could avoid this by not moving to williamsburg. But no.

Signs your verging on hipsterness:
1. Tattoo
2. Fixed gear bike
3. Going out for your coffee even though you can't afford it
4. Mullet or ironic mustache, beard and or chops
5. Going back to 80s clothes even though you hated them in the 80s
6. Vinyl
7. Having a dj name
8. Possible look of doing herion without actually doing herion

there are zombies living among us

Did you ever notice that on saturdays around one or two in the afternoon there are many people in the slope walking around like zombies? The common signs are:

Blank stare often looking straight ahead not making eye contact
The normal hipster garb is shed for casual attire in order to blend in with regular folk
Lack of dog. I think they would eat their eager servant so they leave the critter at home
Stiff walk.. They are the undead so I'm sure arthritis and rigamoris is a huge problem

Beware! These folks are among us often found at bodegas and bagel houses and the local coffee grind. They smell of booze and stale cigarettes so be on the lookout!

Dog destruction count: 1 measuring cup. Partially masticated
Frisbee partially eaten accidentally left on low table. To his defense it is his
Flowers a couple of blooms on aforementioned low table